Thread:PaperStar/@comment-28578706-20180107040607/@comment-33389101-20180107173149

I just don't want to be that useless burden everyone has to drag behind. I'm losing the energy to put on a smile at school and sct happy and everyone is starting to notice how much of a bitch I am. I got caught trying to skip lunch and I had to say I was having lady problems to get out. I don't know what to do anymore. With my parents shouting at my bitchy sister, my dying grandparents taking care of my suicidal uncle, and my friends that are acting like I'm the biggest bitch ever. I don't have any confidence in myself whatsoever. I started to shout at Ace last night that I missed him and that I don't want to just be forgotten even though he was offline. I'm getting overreactive and I'm just going fucking crazy. And I'm rambling again.