Thread:Hushuzu/@comment-27147599-20180130004707/@comment-28578706-20180214225439

No Emily. Im not loved here. And i sure as hell didnt fix this place. Im an idiot to even have came back. Im an idiot to even go to my school. Im an idiot to even still be in this one place. All i do is get pissed off because I look around and blame myseld for everything because you and bre were nothing BUT MY JOY

And ever since I had my largest downfall YOU TWO have been acting up and getting down AND I CANT HELP BUT BLAME MYSELF! I CANT HELP BUT GET PISSED BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO SEE MYSELF IN YOU TWO! I DONT WANT TO SEE IT! SO I TRY TO FORCE YOU TWO OUT OF THAT BECAUSE I HATE MYSELF!

And seeing you two put things up that remind me of myself tear me apart and break me. Because I know you two are just such happy souls and great people!