Thread:XMayhemX/@comment-28578706-20170829170753/@comment-27904442-20180220035817

I’m so sorry App.. I wish I could help you. God knows what he is doing, and he doesn’t how power over us. He made it that way because he wants us to believe ourselves. He made it so we didn’t immediately believe in him. He wanted us to show our faith. App, you’re so strong. You’ve survived this long. It’s almost over, I promise. You’ve only got a couple more years. Then that’s it. Holding on is hard, I know. Believe me I’m right there with you.

You’re not alone. We’re all here for you. You doubt yourself so much, but you don’t realize how much you mean. Your a big part of my life. Of Em’s, Liz’s, Sam’s.. Our little sister’s. You’re so humble April. You don’t know your own self importance. You may not be fine right now, but you will be.

You might not believe me but you will be. I know how you feel, and I know exactly what you’re going through. It’ll be okay. Living is hard, but dying is harder. Because there is always something drawing you back into life. Something that keeps you alive. App, I’ll tell you, God sent it to you. Lord only knows what it is. But it’s there and you hold on to it as tight as you can. Ya hear me?

Youre not alone.