Thread:Hushuzu/@comment-28578706-20170207005900

I've realized I've changed but I wouldn't say I wanted to..Or I did because I was being pressured to...It was more like stress can easily control me. I say this now when I might just be nearing that time of the month which I don't remember when that will happen ANYWAY I put these types of messages on my message wall and not a blog because I know there are people who stalk my wall or just my profile in general and that doesn't really bug me because then they will see this and kind of have an understanding of why I'm upset and such.

I seem Or act happy at school when I'm really not...Because it's not like everyone there...At least the ones I call my friends...Doesn't act like my friends I'm just that one they go to when their true friend is away...So yeah. I'm the one you can talk to and I'll laugh with you and smile but it's not like I'm actually having fun...When I come here to AJ, AJCW and RFW. I try to just get away from all that from my real life..to ease my stress and worry.

But, not to long ago some of you maybe most of you saw that my worries of real world came to my message wall and tried to harm me more. I didn't take it personally as I'm use to it by now but it only hurts because I'm use to being hurt even if I do cry to what someone says or if someone hits me or hurts me...

Wip- 