Thread:Hushuzu/@comment-27147599-20171115223952/@comment-28578706-20171119222647

Its okay Emmy. It doesnt matter what grade you are in, and to me you’re just seeking for comfort and companionship which is okay...But you’re not harming me or Rose...You just need to try and think a bit before saying anything, okay? Im not a problem solver and im not the best therapy im not even in sociology and im not even in Geometry like im supposed to be...Im not the smartest kid in the bunch but..that isn’t important...I understand the whole parents situation...My parents do it too...And I get yelled at and punished and all that wonderful stuff.

I get bullied at school, and these boy like to fucking leave hickeys on me to make me look bad or like im just some type of toy and when I get home and my parents seem them I get yelled at. I finally finished all my work and turned it in way past due time.

My teachers dont help me. Everyone thinkings im fucking suicidal, and so what if I am!? They’ve thrown me out into the ran in the middle of the court yard and all of my notes and books got destroyed!

I still have marks on my arms from that guy digging his nails into my skin! I still have his dreadful words screaming at me! I still have dents in my walls from slamming myself into it! I HAVE A RAZOR HIDDEN IN A BOOK IN MY DRESSER BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT!

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When it hurts...It doesnt leave you...Its like this constant voice putting you down...But most people..I know can move away from it...They can forget the pain...Foget what hurts...And they move on...

Maybe...Not know...Maybe not tomorrow...But the pain will go away...