Thread:WendigoLamet/@comment-34928186-20190724003740/@comment-34928186-20190724015226

im gonna delete this after ahaha So I am an ex-Catholic. Born into it and stuff...the stuff they said really affected me because of so many reasons. I had to feel pressured to tell people what I had did wrong..that if i thought something wrong that I could be thrown into the fires of Hell- They taught me that you couldn't be trans and that there was no such thing...that being gay was a choice. Of course I am trans (gender-fluid) and asexual. When I told my teacher that I didn't experience attraction towards people in a certain way she told me to go see a doctor. I was taught that what I wore affected whether or not a man could control himself to the point of it was my fault if he couldn't. That there were only 2 genders and any other person was sick...We were a conservative catholic parish so some of it was extreme and basically I couldn't be me...My friends never accepted the fact that I was gender fluid which I showed signs of very early on. I know I didn't want to be a boy, but I didn't want to be a girl. I thought that there was something wrong with me because they convinced me that all the stuff was true- I didn't know what transgender was until my freshmen year of highschool. I was way too innocent for my age! In highschool is when I became really liberal and when I started getting paranoid because all this stuff my childhood hammered into my head started setting in and I became utterly worried..like more than usual...So I started creating stories to control my thoughts which were all over the place as my views drastically changed. My gradeschool was terribly racist as well and I hated it so much.

Basically I went from being a perfect image of this sweet catholic girl to an asexual gender-fluid Erron who believes in equal rights for all...but because of the things they taught me I became paranoid and need reassurance that I havent made anyone mad.