Thread:XMayhemX/@comment-28578706-20170829170753/@comment-28578706-20170924120909

''April walked back up the stairs and vanished back into her room. She sat back down on her bed and looked at herself she pushed the thoughts away and got up sitting at her desk grabbing some paper and a pencil, and started writing.''

Its fine, I understand that its hard to get on and Im sorry Im really bad at trying to gather my thoughts today...Um..I guess I say you help me because I smile and laugh when we talk and It comforts me in a way...

Because in reality I just want comfort...Thats all I really need. But, everyone thinks I’m something that I’m not and even the new friends that I made, I dont feel comfortable around or they just dont seem comfortable around me.

But a lot of things happen. I’ve done stupid things because I thought my friend would just come over and talk or help me out. But, I was wrong and he picked me up and tried to do stuff to me.

My friend Christina is never at school anymore and I stand alone in the morning...I have people actually keeping an eye on me, and I don’t know why...

And I’m just rambling off again, because I haven’t had the chance to ramble in a long time...The only good thing about school is lunch...Because I visit my past teacher and he gives me “homework” and ask me to write about anything as an attempt to help me..