User blog:Cuteanimal17177/Given Up



The day you abandoned me was the day I died

The day you decided to ignore me forever I cried

All I can do is wallow and be sad

You don’t care you’re always glad

I have other friends

But who says they won’t leave like you did when the opportunity bends

I thought you cared about someone like me

You don’t because you’re as happy as can be

I try to move on

It’s hard to ‘pretend’ you’re gone

In reality you don’t want to hear me say anything

All you’ve done ever since then is nothing

If you cared you would have fought

Now only sadness is what I’ve brought

My other friends don’t know what to say

They feel bad but they move on with their day

I appreciate my friends efforts in trying to help me feel better

My cheeks with all the tears rolling down them however still grow wetter

I pity them for putting up with a crying mess

They show me too much kindness

I wish you hadn’t moved on so fast

I wish you hadn’t already buried me deep in the past

You’re content with ignoring me I see

You never will fight for me

I would have fought for you

That’s the difference between you and I

I wouldn’t have given up.

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The people who know me probably disapprove of this poem if they ever see it but writing helps me. These are my thoughts at after ten p.m July 13th 2019.